Friday, December 19, 2008

Tallulah

Remember when we used to look how the sun sets far away?
And how you said: "This is never over."
I believed your every word and I guess you do it too,
But now you're saying: "Hey, let's think this over."

You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you,
I have a feeling you don't have the words.
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying...

I remember little things, you hardly ever do.
Tell me why?
I don't know why it's over.
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night.
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me.

You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me.
I have a feeling you don't know what to do.
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?

Tallulah,
It's easier to live alone, than fear the time it's over.
Tallulah,
Find the words, and talk to me,
Oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven.

I see you walking hand in hand, with long-haired drummer of the band.
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen.
Don't even dare to say you 'hi', still swallowing the goodbye,
But I know the feelings still alive,
Still alive.

(solo guitar)

I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now.
I'll always love you, no matter what you do.
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance,
But there is one thing you must understand.

Tallulah,
It's easier to live alone, than fear the time it's over.
Tallulah,
Find the words and talk to me,
Oh, Tallulah,
This could be...

Tallulah,
It's easier to live alone, than fear the time it's over.
Tallulah,
Find the words and talk to me,
Oh, Tallulah,
This could be...


Sonata Arctica, a quartet of the best song-writers.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

The Prayer of Serenity:

God, grant me the serenity,

To accept the things I cannot change;

Courage to change the things I can;

And wisdom to know the difference.



Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful world,

As it is, not as I would have it;

Trusting that He will make all things right,

If I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life,

And supremely happy with Him,

Forever in the next.


Amen.


This came to me by chance when i needed this most, i hope you will find this useful. It's not many people who think i'm spiritual and things, but i stick to God with my heart. I do hope this helps you in times of darkness, as miracles do happen, really.

One already just happened to me.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

The Love Box.

Hey.

It's the holidays, really, it's more like prison sentence than holidays.

Welcome to Camp Green Lake.

No, you don't dig holes here, you just get owned by your mom everyday.

Oh well.

My Electric Red5 is coming in a week or 2!

Oh, and i decided that her name shall be Felicity.

No, not to make ivor jealous over some Felicia Chin.

Here:

n. pl. fe·lic·i·ties:
1.
a. Great happiness; bliss.
b. An instance of great happiness.

2. A cause or source of happiness.

3.
a. An appropriate and pleasing manner or style: felicity of expression.
b. An instance of appropriate and pleasing manner or style.

Yup, Felicity. I think it's a cool name.

Now, to make Ivor jealous (as he always teases me - for goodness sake, stop!):



Yes, yes, ivor, drool.

Haha, don't use too much tissues in your Ivor's Happy Time, save the trees!

Haha.

Enjoy.

Oh, boy, wasn't that good.

One more:


Don't stare at details, vor.