If i, kissed you... would it be so hard?

Hi.

Another post.

Yay.

I've got loads of things to get off my chest now.

Pretty personal, so...i'm keeping it to myself.

Firstly. Nicole, if you read this, how are you?

I want to know.

My throat still sucks. Bleeds all the time, though much better already.

*Thanks for the flowers...sob, sob...

I dunno what else to say.

Erm....today's math thing went bad.

Science was awesome...i hope.

I hope you guys didn't think i screwed up the performance.

(Please tell if you think we do.)

Trying to get my head clear. It keeps blocking up with some personal events.

They're not light. Try a mega-hard drive full of Trojan_horse.exe.

It's sucks. I would kill myself if i lived slightly higher.

And there's this mutiliation group. Can't you just let go of me?

Please?

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I sort of killed tonia's hand in V-ball. Sorry.

I really wanna kill myself now.

*Get off my head!

Sorry. Trying to fix myself.

The flashbacks hurt ok? Hurts where it matters most.

I really dunno what to do now.

Last bits' a load personal. Please don't read unless you're involved.

I need to get this off my chest.

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NICOLE. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT DO SAY. PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE ALRIGHT. I'M NOT. I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE FINE. THERE ARE MANY THINGS I REALLY WANT TO SAY TO YOU, BUT I CAN'T. I JUST CAN'T.




OK. I'LL TRY TO SAY IT. NICOLE...

- THE LAST BITS FOR ONLY ONE PERSON. Please don't read any further.

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I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I'D SCREAM MY HEART OUT. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, EVEN TILL NOW. I'M CRYING EVERY NIGHT THINKING OF YOU. I LOVE YOU. I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH.


BUT WE JUST CAN'T BE TOGETHER. I WISH THINGS WOULD CHANGE.

I LOVE YOU. YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW, FOREVER.

I HOPE YOU WILL REMEMBER THAT.

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I need a knife now. i can't take it anymore. i wanna kill myself right now.

Cruizerdude.

(Male cruizer scouting hot female age 13-15)

I haven't blogged in a while. recent events have driven me crazy.

My mom might just burst in too, so it's kind of scary.

There's not much i wanna report, loads of them are best not remembered.

Ok, shit, mom coming.

On Hold

I'll blog in a while...

Blog Salvation

Hi peeps! Blogging in school.

Assholes playing some boxhead shit.

I really screwed myself up...and tonia.

Oh well.....bastards are bastards...dun blame me.

Hmm.....let's see....

What happened this entire time....

Ok.....

Had a competition on sunday....3 golds.....

Later.....boring life till.....

Yesterday, fainted twice....

Motherf****** fun man!

Tim was like a bloody zombie.

Jason bashed his head on the socket....

I crashed onto the floor coz some bloody crack addicts forgot to stop my fall...

Flopping like a fish....

I saw my life like all again.

It was f****** cool!

But it's a dangerous sport.

Ok then, till next time!

(hopefully soon)

Sorry! Be back in a few more days!

DJ - .:Scratch.Traxx:.

Boy. What a day.

Lets go through things in nice, chronological order.

Erm, morning, woke up...

...stupid toothpaste in my eye (and hair)...

...Mom killing me in the car...got down...

...nicked 50 bucks from her handbag...

...took a taxi to school...

...math seemed really interesting...

...fell down during P.E (not funny)...

....fell on the wall...ass and elbow hurts...

...was one of the survivors in dodgeball....

....until Uncle D knocked me out....

...erm.....

...science was cool...watched cats being placed in microwaves alive...

Somehow that cat's still lived, surprising.

Got murdered by the science teacher later....

Wait. The next bit is special.

*Got a kiss by my special someone outside class...*

...mom came to school to pick me up...

...somehow, she said i was responsible!!!

She said i took responsibility in getting to school...

....so she asked a mega whoopass question:

"Do you want me to send you to school, or take public transport?"

HOO-YEAH! GOOM-BAH! ROCK ON! HOO-YEAH!

*Starts moshing in my room.

SO, i answered the mega whoopass question with a:

"Really?"

Haha. That was great. She couldn't believe i said that.

Anyway, i'll be trying to learn bus routes, and, hopefully, get home or around myself.

Goom-bah.

Ok, got home, did some lame math stuff...

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That's about it. (Jacked you, didn't i?)

Anway, i just have a few more things to sort out.

First things first. I'm selling violins of quarter, half and three-quarters size. If you know any kiddo or dude/dudette who is interested, tell me, or tell them to call me or tag my tagboard about it. Prices O.N.O (means that prices can be discussed).
Mucho Gracias!

Next. I intend to try and at least learn to rollerblade (For free...duh!). At least. If you know how, and have some rollerblades to lend (for learning only), i'd be greatly pleased. Tell me, or......gosh, just do the same as the stuff above.

Gracias! Mucho gracias todos!

¡Adiós!

Avenging Angels.

It's time we fought back!

READER'S DISCRETION:
THIS IS A WARNING TO ALL READERS. IF YOU SO HAPPEN TO BE LISTED, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
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F****** class.


What the f*** do you think we are huh? Your f****** faries?

F****** shit assholes. What the f*** do you think you're doing huh? Soldiers?

So, you have some dance shit, think we'll all be interested in doing gay posistions, and f****** rule the universe huh?

What say you huh? B******?

Great. It's damn fun to be a fairy. F*** you!

I've got these flitty wings.....so damn bloody graceful?

Screw this f****** class. Screw it. Burn it.

Motherf****** b****** rule the world! Oh!

PUT THEIR FACES IN A FRAME OVER THE ALTAR! Worship!

F*** you! F*** you assf****** b******!

If you all were men, you woulgn't have much balls left down there by the end of today.

F******. Great f****** sl*ts.

F****** stupid. F****** toy fairies and motherf****** soldiers shit.

It's FUCKING STUPID. DON'T EVER MAKE US DO THAT WITHOUT ASKING US FIRST. CAPICHE?!

F***. F****** stupid post for the f****** stupid people in my goddamn f***** up life.

Great, Jesus, well done. F***.

Shotgun2Suicide.

i really don't feel like posting, but nonetheless, in case you think this blog is dead, it's not.