The Darkest Hour.

I really can't understand what's going on with me!

God, this feels so wrong!

I feel, weak, uncertain, uncontrolled...powerless.

Like a fire, which is dying off.

Gosh! Someone help me! I'm gonna kill myself if i continue like this!

How come i'm becoming so...cold?

Am i turning away?

Am i...becoming an anti-socialist?

I really don't feel safe anymore. This is not me.

I feel weak. Like never to face myself again.

What's happening to me! Someone f****** explain?!

Oh god, shit! I'm gonna screw my wrists till they bleed!

Bleed the f*** out of me! Why am i like this?

I'm not this kind of person! Somebody!

Oh...god! F*** it! F*** it!

I need a knife, make sure it's freaking sharp and rusted...

God! I need help! Arrgh!

FREAK WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?

SOMEONE TELL ME BEFORE THIS KNIFE F***S MY WRISTS!

SHIT! FREAKING SHIT! YOU'RE A F****** BASTARD, YOU KNOW THAT?

HUH, YOU THINK IT'S COOL SITTING UP THERE? HUH?

ACTING LIKE GOD?! SAVING THE WORLD?

IF YOU'RE THAT COOL? WHY DON'T YOU JUST F****** SAVE ME B****?!

HUH?! COME ON!

Oh god...what am i doing...?





Oh....god......

Isolated.

Another post.

Before we start, let me say my official statement of the day:

TO HELL WITH GRADE 7 VIOLIN WOOHOO!

Ok. That's all i gotta say.

To those who know me well, the title could say more than just the word itself.

Screensavers on L.F.M.A.O

Today, unfortunately, is Sunday.

MY VIOLIN EXAM IS TOMORROW!

Shoot man, screw it. I'm gonna fail like crap.

How do you sight read again?

Screw. I'm a dead man. Scales, arpeggios, everything else is crappy.

Maybe 2 of 3 of the main pieces are ok. Maybe 1 of 3.

"Die lah..." - Die...lah.

Hope i don't get this crap shit of an examiner.

Some examiners can get really scary. I mean it.

If i can even just pull through, it'll be a bloody miracle.

I mean, wouldn't it just be peachy...

If we could all just sit around the house, swirlin' red wine all day...

Oh gosh...Damn the exam.

"Damn the exam..." Wait. That rhymes!

Lame.

I'm really out of life, particularly at this moment.

*Sigh.

I guess i'll just have to get happy, in the same nappy i just got crappy in!

Lame, again.

Anyway. Does anyone i know play Habbo? Tag your user on the c-box.

"C-box, 24/7" - Sounds particularly like a really cool phrase.

Ok, before i die out of shit, I'm going to practice m'violin.

*Sigh. Screw the f****** exams.

P.S - Sambal, really that good?

Overcooking Crabsticks in a Refridgerator.

To post? Or not to post?

Today was really uninteresting.

Played about 3+ hours of the same game (not neopets).

Practiced, for the first time this week, for 15mins, my violin.

Screwed up later, during violin class. (Violin exam's on the 9th!)

No swimming. Stayed dry.

Got a haircut. I tried to pay attention to the guy while he was cutting my hair.

I know, they always turn out disasterous when i listen to my mp3.

Erm...played Habbo when i came home, which is now.

Ok. That's about my 24 hours.

By the way. Is sambal on toast nice? I'm chilli intolerant.

Glorification of Drainwater

Boo.

Afraid?

Never mind.

I'll start today's post with a joke.

- There was a 13 year old boy who had a school camp. His name was Tom. During lights out, he asked his teacher, Ms Li, if he could sleep with her. "No!" Ms Li said. But Tom insisted, and she finally agreed. Halfway through the night, Tom asked Ms Li if he could poke her in the belly button with his finger. Again, she said no, but Tom insisted again, and she agreed. But when Tom poked her, she screamed, "Hey! Don't poke me there! That's not my belly button!" Only to get Tom's reply, "That's not my finger either, Ms Li."-

So how did'ya like that?

Anyway, back to business, hmm...

Yeah, today was as usual, but only the pool was freaky.

I was swimming, as usual, when out of a sudden, the bloody water pump underwater burst out.

There was this big puff of chlorine, then all these dead bits of leaves started blasting out.

Bloody cloud of dirt smelt really bad. Coach didn't give a damn.

We came out of the pool smelling like a f****** drain.

I still smell a bit like a f****** drain.

Hey anyway, SOS people! ... _ _ _ ...

I need the bintan camp pack list. Might have misplaced mine...

Semi-swear word of the day: Wah Biang!

I dunno, just found it funny to say.

Anyway, the tagboard hasn't been moving in quite a while.

Not too sure if i'm blogging to myself.

So, this is where it ends. Period.

Where's the Screwdriver?

Just fixed some new things into my blog.

Hope you people like it.

I'll post again later. Till then!

I've a heart of solid steel, not marshmallows.

Today was...rather interesting.

Woke up early, blah blah blah, did random things,

Then played violin, blah blah blah, played violin again,

Did math, played violin, read a book, did violin again,

Blah, ate lunch, read a magazine, played a com game,

Did my friend's homework, blah, blah blah, then continued playing,

Attempted to fix my bike, blah, threw stones across the road, blah,

Gave my dog a bath in a large pail, blah, tried drying him with a straw,

Blah, blah, blah.

Watched some tv, et cetra, shouted hooray, blah blah, played guitar,

Played 21's with myself (it's a single player game, stupid.)

Listened to J.Timberlake's Summer Love about 50 times over (i think.)

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...

Wait. Why am i doing all this again?

This blog ain't a f****** documentary!

Shucks man, ain't life a piece of stupid pie? Or moron cake?

Seems like someone threw in, extra dumb juice!

Now, someone beat me, with a stick!

Godamn it. Mom's calling.

Godamn it.

Hi. Again.

I'd like to start today's blog by reminding all readers that Keane, my cuz, is an ass.

Also, a minute of silence for my face, which just got whipped by my E-string.

Yeah, my violin string broke while i was playing it. I said "F***!".

There's a slight cut on my face.

Morale of story:

-Never play with the E-string. It hurts while you're having fun.

Man, that sounded sick.

Lets make that previous statement horny to the max.

-Never play with the G-spot. It really hurts while you're having fun.

Ouch. If some girl reads that i'm a dead man. Or am i already?

*Sigh. Oh well.

Man, my face hurts.

Hold on a sec.

-Please wait-

Back. Neopets sure is fun.

They've got this new Altador Cup thingy.

But the Yooyuball thing sucks.

Sorry. I'm just bored.

"I started a joke...it made the whole world..." - Sorry!

Boy! I'm really bored.

Ok. That's about it.